Here to write another entry... haha... seems to be coming in almost everyday since I started this blogging thing..
Went to school with that puffy eyes of mine... But have since recovered... Gonna have a bbq tomorrow for my birthday... Hai.. I dunno if i should feel sad or happy...Do i still have the mood to go on with everything... ?
Came home from school missing my dear... The light to my future seems so dim... Can someone light it up for me...?
Hmmm...Was in school with a bad temper.. Din mean for that to happen.. But I wasn't feeling exactly well inside... Those who claimed they were my sisters and all , fark off...
Had enough of all your actings... You don't have to be with me now because I won't be with you when you are down and lost...
Those who really care for me are not by my sides at all.. except for my dear... One of them is Winnie...
Sometimes I still wonder.. If those times were an act of foolishness on my part... Wanna tell her i'm sorry... Hai... Because she was my one and only friend who would cry because I slashed my wrist and cry with me when I was sad... I felt a sense of guilt... I will never ever wanna lose a good friend like you... Never...
Had a talk with my dear last night... I hope everything turns out fine... I dunno wanna act happy when i'm outside and be sad when i'm at home... I wanna be happy... Not act... Hais